Everyone
has parts of their life they’d like to change - but if your whole
life had become a disappointment, how far would you go to find
happiness?
Esther
feels stifled by her religious, judgmental family. Cheryl is
unfulfilled by motherhood and trapped by her poverty. Carla is
beautiful and successful, but haunted by the ghosts of her past.
For
these women to find peace, someone might need to die.
Suspending
Reality is a fast moving, intricate novel of character and suspense.
EXCERPT
In
some places, autumn is a month that is experienced with the fullness
of the senses. The first of a year’s goose-bumps and shivers
arrive with the dawn of cooler weather. The red and gold and yellow
and brown of dying leaves blanket the earth. Dusty, smoky wood fires
burn in fireplaces that have been unused for months, and the smell
hangs heavy over towns and cities.
There
are even sounds unique to the season — those first light coughs of
children adjusting to cooler weather, and the brisk brushing of men
sweeping clear their all-important driveways. The tastes are rich —
pumpkin soup with a dollop of sour cream and a sprinkling of paprika,
or a creamy warm milk before bed.
Cheryl
parked her car and slid out awkwardly. She looked up to another
clouded sky that threatened rain that would never come, and sniffed
the air. It smelt just like it always did — dusty. She thought
about her childhood and how autumn had once descended upon life and
left its mark, and was suddenly very homesick for the changing of
seasons.
Parkes
had no visible autumn. The eucalypts did not lose their leaves, so
there was nothing but the usual dust to sweep from the driveway and
where Cheryl lived, no one even did that. She did not know a single
soul who made pumpkin soup or heated milk, unless of course there was
a baby involved. It wasn’t yet cool enough for children to cough,
or for anyone to light a fire unless they wanted to start a bushfire.
Autumn in Parkes felt a whole lot like summer in Parkes if someone
took the sting out of the sun.
Cheryl
pushed the door to the health centre open with her shoulder and
stepped inside. In one hand, she held a packet of Tim Tams, in the
other, a half-eaten chocolate bar. The dusty overhead fan swirled
musty air around the room. Cheryl threw the Tim Tams down onto the
low coffee table and stuffed the rest of her chocolate bar into her
mouth to free up her hands to work open the stiff windows.
Any
minute now, three other Young Mothers would waddle into the room and
they'd spend half an hour complaining about how bad their lives were.
A well-dressed social worker would teach them about good parenting.
The Tim Tams would be eaten — sooner, rather than later — and
then they'd all go home.
Cheryl
made herself a cup of no-name coffee at the lukewarm urn and lowered
herself into a slouch in a wide vinyl chair. The government-issue
furniture in the health centre, much like every other object she
encountered on a day-to-day basis, was old and worn. The lino tiles
on the floor were peeling and chipped, and the counter where the urn
rested had been covered in grey contact which long-had since bubbled
and cracked.
She
settled back against the dull green vinyl and sipped her coffee,
washing the last of the chocolate from her mouth. Cheryl was
generally bored and depressed, but was especially unsettled today.
The sheer shock of having tipped the scales that morning at almost
one hundred and fifty kilograms had knocked her passive melancholy
into an active slump. Somehow, she was getting fatter, and there
didn't seem to be a single thing she could do about it. Sadder still
was the reality that her gargantuan size was almost the least of her
problems.
I
am completely, hopelessly trapped.
She
was stuck in a life that was going nowhere. It was a life that she
couldn’t remember deciding to live.
When
the meeting finished and the time came to leave, Cheryl would
struggle to get out of her chair because it was so low and she was so
large. She dreaded that moment each week, it brutally reminded her
that what she really needed was some way to pry herself out of the
life into which she had slid. The problem was, the technique
required was a complete mystery and she was beginning to suspect
she’d die before she mastered it.
“Cheryl!
You forgot your frozen stuff again. Lucky I saw the ice cream on the
seat when I walked past. Sometimes I think you’d be lost without
me.”
“I
know I would. Thanks, Lisa,” Cheryl murmured. Lisa tossed
Cheryl’s bag of perishables into the fridge and opened her can of
Diet Coke, before turning back towards her friend and peering down at
her pointedly.
“And
what’s with the lemon face? Jessica giving you problems again?”
Cheryl
shook her head and offered a smile.
“I
just didn’t sleep well last night.”
Lisa
sat opposite Cheryl and drank most of the can of Coke in one
mouthful. She propped her feet up onto the table beside the biscuits
and motioned towards Cheryl with the can.
“You
need a man, Cheryl.”
Cheryl
instantly reached for the Tim Tams. She opened the packet awkwardly
with her thick fingers, then shook two out onto her palm and tossed
the packet back onto the table.
“So
you keep telling me, but you don’t seem so happy with Mick.”
Lisa
was already rocking a little, which she often did after more than a
few minutes without her Winfield Golds. She never, ever ate in
public — and seemed to live off a diet of cigarettes and soft
drink. Lisa was a proud size 6, and had slightly stiff but perfectly
peroxided blonde hair. Excessive smoking and her atrocious diet had
damaged her skin and Lisa looked much older than 35, but someone had
forgotten to mention this to Lisa and she carried herself like a 19
year old supermodel.
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Kelly
Rimmer is an Australian author based in Orange, New South Wales. Her
debut novel, Suspending
Reality,
was published in March 2012. In writing Suspending
Reality,
Kelly says she wanted to capture a moment most women experience at
some point in their lives, wondering what it would be like to just
get in a car and drive away to become someone else. How exactly would
someone go about that, and what would the consequences be?
Kelly
fits her passion for writing around her other full time jobs, which
include raising two adorable children and trying to keep the
impossible polished tiles in her living areas reasonably clean. Her
next novel,
Me and My Barefoot Lover,
will be released in June 2012.
Visit
Kelly at http://www.facebook.com/Kellymrimmer
I was able to get a copy of Suspending Reality for review, and I'd like to share that review with you now:
Rating: 4 (FOUR) Lightning Bolts.
My Thoughts:
The story revolves around three central characters, women who seem to be at a crossroads in life, thinking about the past and how to let go of the ghosts that still haunt them. The reader gets a glimpse in each character's life, as the story weaves through them. Esther, Cheryl, and Carla are all intriguing. Their lives hang in a limbo, but the story takes us into places we never expect. The suspense, the fast pacing, and the twists and turns make for an enjoyable, surprising read. There were some things that I never expected. Kelly Rimmer's characters jump off of the pages, can easily be related to by people. That's one of the great things about a book- when a reader can emotionally connect with a character. If you're a fan of contemporary women's fiction, weaved with some suspense and romance, then check out Suspending Reality.
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In the excerpt, the writing is very clear and concise - I liked that. I also like how Ms. Rimmer was able to make the mundane (walk from the car for example) an interesting read.
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Thanks for the excerpt, it really brought Cheryl's character to life and gave us a glimpse into her emotions. I found the writing to be well paced, very descriptive and enjoyable. I also knew right away the setting would be Australia because of the mention of those wonderful cookies - Tim Tams- YUM... Thanks for sharing this book with us. Kelly Rimmer is a new to me author.
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